mental breakdown III

theres a lot "me" in me..some people said "flexible".. ya, admit that.. myb, juz myb no one knows which one is real me..i may not reveal the real me to others even my parents.. n once again maybe u would like to call me such a "HYPOCRITE"..  never mine, accept that..cuz myb its real me right.. n also, its MAYBE i often loved to take care others feeling, while mine...i dun take a gud care of it.. hmm its oke... its no one faults.. its juz me.. haihh...get to urself oke my dear lungs, heart, liver, brain, kidney,.., souls.. all depends on u.. b strong!!! ('',)

mental breakdown II

n plus..m not blaming others for what m facing right now..i juz need to let all the 'cats n dogs' out right now.. yayaa.. who am i to all of u..

mental breakdown

m officially in mental breakdown n wanna tell u, that U SUCH A JERK..!! theres no need to 'doggy' me.. ya..ya.. i know u BRILLIANT, CLEVER, CUTE, ALL THE 'THINGS' goes to U..! blablablabla n bla... whatever..! n m SO OKEY..!

PATAH HATI.. o.O

sy keliru ngan awk..whether m still urs or u've got others..sgt2 laa tergantong.. agak kecik ati la..n smpi skunk ni sy terase sgt hati ngan awk..bile sy engat je blik, hati sy akn terluke lg..
awk tau x, disebabkn awk sy sgt2 kcewa..disebabkn awk jge, sy menangis mlm2..disebabkn awk jge, sy smakin ilang kepercayaan kat kaum awk..disebabkn awk sy sgt prejudis..post sy smalam pun mmg disebabkn awk..disebabkn awk, kwn2 sy turut sdeyh ngan sy..sume disebabkan awk..awk tau x??sy rase awk xtau n myb awk tanak amek tau..tp seriously sy sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt KECEWE ngan awk..sy rse xtau laa nak ckp cane..sy mmg..haihhh.. o.O
dlu bukn maen manis sgt awk punye mulot kn..itu laa inilaa..tp last2..debu belaka..once again bile engat bnde ni n wat entry ni hati sy menangis agi.. kali ini sgtlah sy PATAH HATI ngan awk..
biarlaa yg laen nmpak sy senyum je, bhagie je d luar..tp hati sy xtau laa sy nak kate acane..
tapelaa..myb mmg cmni kot..dr dulu dpt yg jenis cmtu je..so ksimpulannye.. ak redha..  ;')

buah jantung hati ku..

serius, sejak ak dpt real ank buah ni..ak mmg rase kalaulah ad contest mnjadik ibu..ak mmg bole lulus ngan cemerlang nye..hahahaa.. bukn ape laa, tp mmg ak rase semenjak hari pertame AISYAH HUMAIRA' ni melihat dunie..ak lebih cekap memegang, menjage n mengurus dak ni drpd mak bapak die.. n nsib bek ak ni mmg suke dak kecik since ak kecik2 lg..
tringat bile ak duk kat nurseri tym ak kecik agi..untuk ak je, my pngasuh bg half price tuk mak ayah ak..juz bcuz , ak tlong pngasuh2 ue jge dak2 baby ni..ak tlong dorg suap mkn..tlong enjutkan buai dorg suh tdo..men ngan dorg..best sgt bile engat balik tym duk kat nurseri dlu..rse mcm nak bukak nurseri lak..hehehe.. ^_^
n now, when i got my cute little chubby niece..ak mmg fully jge die..'berak' die yg first kat umah, ak yg cucikan..huhuhuu..agak kagum dgn keboleha diri..sumtyms ak rase ak ni over confident btoi bile angkat die bile merah2 tu..mak die pon xbrani sgt..huu..

i love my AISYAH HUMAIRA'.. <3 p="p">